Did I ever tell you that USTA league tennis is a serious, serious sport? Captains cry, hold grudges, and nearly faint when their teams win in the playoffs. They drive across Staten Island and through Brooklyn and into Queens to attend matches, will pay out of pocket to hire line judges for matches, and even try to grease the palms of their favorite players by waiving court fees. Well, at least my captain does.
Enough about that. This is about me. Today I played a tough match with my Brooklyn mixed doubles team; it was for the Brooklyn championship, and if we win tomorrow we can claim the city/regional championship. All this could lead to a state championship in Syracuse, and if we keep going, the Nationals, in Puerto Rico.
But, you see, I had previously planned on attending my former violin teacher's recital with two good friends (former students of hers as well) tomorrow, the day of the regional. It's been years since all four of us were in the same room together, and who knows when it'll happen again? There would be no way to be in both places at once. My teammates begged me, and even offered to have
a car service pick me up in Katonah (Westchester) and drive me to the National Tennis Center, in Queens. They had me convinced; I'd pull out of the recital at 4:30 p.m. and get chauffeured to Flushing Meadows. I had to consult Dan; we had a long dramatic talk, during which he convinced me that I was being a loser and just trying to appease too many people instead of just doing what would make me happy. Unfortunately, sometimes those two things are inseparable.
So I pulled the plug on my captain's hopes and dreams for 2007. I think she might've been crying a little. My partner said that if I wasn't playing she wouldn't play, partially because she doesn't have very good chemistry with the only other guy available to take my place, and partially because they'd have little to no chance to advance anyway.
I'm feeling pretty ambivalent.
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